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it's complicated

[No, it isn't.]

It was part of me before I came here.

everythings complicated when ur a cagey asshole abt details

[Somebody's just a bit tetchy over this whole situation, thanks.]

u know i think u shld be more compliant in explaining shit when ur asked abt it. considering u just became part of my nightmare fuel yah? and? so was seeing the dead for me which apparently is happening again & im not fuckin happy abt it

[You know what? Fine.]

I'm the avatar of an entity of horror
its power works through me
it's called the the Eye, the Beholding, the Ceaseless Watcher, It Knows You

[Which is why all those dreams probably come with the unpleasant feeling of being Seen and Known.]

[Hah. Sure. Fine. That... is comforting.
f u c k]

oh fuck no wonder ur in hell so like ur an emotional vampire that feeds on ppls trauma?

Yes.

[Jon can think of other reasons to be in Hell, but that's near the top of the list. Right after starting the apocalypse.]

thats fucked up dude how do u even get in2 a gig like that?

Yes, it is.
And honestly, looking back on it, it's... a tangled web.
I didn't know I was in it until I had a difficult choice to make.

what like it was ur destiny or somethin?

[He knows a little bit about "fates" written up by someone else; he just got lucky enough to escape his. Kind of.]

I honestly don't know anymore

what happens if u dont do it?

If I don't find some way to appease the Watcher, I starve
And then I lose control

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i thought u said u didnt control it anyway

It's like holding closed a door that has the whole ocean behind it.
It leaks.

[Okay he can... kind of control it.]

It hasn't... been here, since I arrived.
Then it happened all at once. I couldn't close the door.

so they cut u off from ur powers when u showed up & just flick the switch back 2 on all the sudden? i think they did that to me too not cool fuck lucifer

I don't know if it was Lucifer
or if the Eye just... caught up to me
Found me

ok thats just creepier if its not lucifer

Yes, it is
I haven't thought about it too hard yet

[He's been dealing with... other things]

ftr: still pissed @ u i just know how to have a conversation like a person so just stay away from me if u see me somewhere cuz i dont want ur freaky man-o-eyes vision thing creepin on me any more will that ever stop?

I'd say it would stop when you're dead, but

well idk if im dead rn or not but considering i know life keeps goin when u die uhhh idk maybe ghosts dont dream

[He could ask them, probably... but he'd rather not.]

then it will happen for as long as it happens
there is nothing I can to do stop it
believe me, I would rather not be in your dreams every night either

so ur like actually there like u that im talking to ur in my head at night? or is it like astral projection kinda deal or...

[He's just trying to wrap his mind around this. It's not quite like anything he's ever come across.]

I don't know how it works
but I see... all of them.
every night.
every one.

[Which would suggest experiencing multiple dreams at the same time, multiple eyes focused on different nightmares and traumas replaying over and over.]

how many ppl have u done that to here?

[He has a feeling if he left it non-specific, and more generalized, the guy probably couldn't put a number to it, from the sounds of it. So he decides to make it only since he's been in Hell.]

you're the first

[congratulations]

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