They kiss again and Jon tries to let himself just sink into it. He tries not to get distracted by every minute feeling: the way Martin's hands move, the exact pressure of his lips and the warmth he feels when they part slightly.

When his mind starts wandering, he tries to turn his focus back to the moment. It's a weird tug-o-war that he doesn't really know how to win, or if there is any winning.

But if Martin likes it, that's what matters.