"Did you really?" Jon looks up at Martin. "How--how often were you there?"

Jon has no idea who came and went, only that he was trapped in nightmares for, what, six months? Christ, half a year gone. He knows the fact that he woke up at all is less of a miracle and more due to his choice to become fully what he is, but--but he'd wanted to come back. He hadn't wanted to just slip away and die.